Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Secret Pool

Some of us are inseccantly looking for their very own secret place, their sanctuary. In our part of the world this is most likely a perpetual struggle, as once found this place in the darkest wood, you'll find yourself amidst piles of garbage generations before you left rotting in nature. This place cannot satisfy your need for a long time, so you go on and keep on looking.
Consequentially, after years of hunting, you'll find (hopefully) that this place anyhow only exists in your head. Finally, it's what you make of it, you have the strenght to heal your own soul. I^ll find my church among the trees an birds, so let's just try not to waste them too soon.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

3 faces

3 different faces, that's all we need, that's all we have the right to. Not everybody will have to use them, others take steal them from innocents who can't defend themselves.
One is strong and sharp, rigid and emotionless. We develop it over time which implicates that it's not completely static compared to the length of this period. Exception is the rule, of course, but most will have to work for the hand that nourishes our lives.
One is smooth and ideally maleable, to fulfill its role to feed the heart. There are some who live without a family, they compensate this with their two other faces - for me this is not the way to choose. I could not survive this lack of deepness, warmth and concealment.
The last one and second oldest is the most plastic. It greatly depends upon our social environment because this one belongs to your friends. Ideally they compensate your other lives and aid you to your completeness and to lead a balanced life.