Götterdämmerung

What if there was the end of the world and nobody would be aware of it? Everybody being too eager to reach the end of the day instead of beeing fully consciously cognisant that someday, maybe, they won't be anymore. I'm convinced that only if you are momentarily aware of your own existence, even if it's a sham, that your are open to the beauty of the instant. I do reckon that this is not always possible, taking in consideration that we all have to fulfill certain tasky during our time that are better not done fully consciously, because this would trap you in a world of doubts. So the obvious choice is to face eryday-life as little numb as possible, to be able to engage the switch at the right moment. If you choose this way you must know that an open heart, even if it's only for one short moment, also leaves you unprotected for sharp wounds. I for my part accept this fact and prefer those scars over missing a single one of these wonderful moments.